It's been quite a while.. I've been occupied, somehow I feel kind of lost, like I'm not sure how to start shooting again.. But I'm trying, I want to get back on track. Sometimes I forget what day it is or what time it is, everything seems so dreamlike now..
I used to motivate myself to shoot but now I can't find any motivation. I have so many concepts in my mind but I lack the enthusiasm I once had, simply put, I'm lazy. I became really lazy after graduating (I'm waiting for Uni to start in August) I keep telling myself it's time to relax and unwind before school starts but I am starting to get quite infuriated at myself.
What do I do everyday? Well ever since something got launched in May (which I was a fan of since I was a little girl) I've been playing everyday, it seams my days together, somehow I must break out of this because I'm afraid it will hinder my schoolwork in the future but right now everything just seems so hazy.